I can feel myself giving up…
oh Nikki, how appropriate your lyrics are…. you know how much it sucks to have your world revolve around someone who doesn’t even notice you half the time… part of me believes he loves me… or will… the other part of me is like why wait? if he’s not brave enough to take the risk to be with me… always and forever the easy way out… kris wasn’t willing to take it either… i know shes till has feelings for me.. but it’s OK… it is… I can just see me moving on, becoming successful and beautiful… and independant.. and then he’ll come riding up on a horse ready to sweep me off my feet… am I gonna be like uhuh! now you want me??? hell no! oh who am i kidding i’m gonna break down crying and rush into his arms… lol i just wish he’d mtfu and date me… oh well…
